Unfortunately I have to work.
I was never meant to work. Nick and I had planned that after my maternity leave I would hand in my notice and be a stay at home mum.
But, life didn’t work out as I had planned. Nick got a new job, with a pay cut, and so I had to go back to work. It was a tough pill to swallow.
It’s hard to accept and if I am honest I still feel cheated.
I am very lucky in that Rosalie is looked after by her Grandma and Nanny for the 2 and 1/2 days that I work so we don’t have to pay childcare. It makes me feel a little bit better about leaving Rosie, knowing that she gets to spend the day with her Grandparents.
I thought that by now I would have got my shit together. At the end of every week I still feel like I have made it through by the skin of my teeth.
Anyway, one of my youtube subscribers asked if I would film a day in the life of our average working day, so here it is…