|Baby Cantwell at 17 weeks|
At 19 weeks and 5 days I have decided I am going to start doing weekly updates of how my pregnancy is coming along on the blog. Mainly because I want to remember! I want to remember every detail of this special time that we are together as one.
Its going so quickly! I’m nearly half way there. I have no bump pictures, mainly because I’m too tired in the evenings when I think to do them and also the house is a mess! We are mid through the house decoration and everything is every where. I need to find a place to take them. Hopefully when our bedroom is finished I can start to do them in there. In the mean time, I’m not sure where I’ll do them you’ll have to bear with me!
I have started to feel you moving this week. Very strange! I wouldn’t say you were kicking just wriggling. It feels like there is a little worm inside me.
I am so grateful for you, little one. I struggle with saying I am happy because part of me feels I will never be truly happy again because someone so big has been taken away from me.
I am happy. Since getting married in October, I am content. A sense of calm has come over our relationship. I feel like a big security blanket has been wrapped around your dad and I, binding us together. I advise everyone to get married it really is the best thing ever.
Shortly after in december we found out we were expecting you! A honeymoon baby no less. I have been counting down the days since then. We are in April now, I can’t believe how fast time has flown. You haven’t shown for such a long time, but you are starting to now, we have a little mound!
This is such a special time for all of us in our little family and I don’t want to miss a thing.