I haven’t posted in a long time. The worst thing in the world happened to me and all I wanted to do was hide away as my heart shattered.
I can’t talk about what happened. My grief is my own. I share it with my family and close friends but that is it.
It’s strange in this world we live in, people write there most intimate feelings all over the Internet for everyone to see. I do it too. On this blog I have posted some very personal things. I don’t know why but I can’t write about this.
I wanted to start blogging again because I do find it therapeutic. Yet I feel I can’t just carry on like this didn’t happen for I am changed irreversibly.
I will tell you this. Death, a thing that effects many people all over the world, has ripped apart my family, my life, my heart and soul. The sadness and loss I will carry with me every day of my life. I miss him every minute.